[It seemed a silly question, given everything. Of course Willow wouldn't be fine, but it wasn't so much her emotions she was referring to as the injury. Still, she took that update and filed it away, at least knowing how Willow was managing mentally.]
Yeah, I've heard about some of the fallout.
[The apology was appreciated but slightly irritated her. She had told Faith that she wasn't herself during those events, affected by a number of things. That held true for Willow as well and she genuinely believed that. Being dark, killing people, that she could let slide, at least for the circumstances of this world. Willow was affected by magic, the moon and a necromancer.]
I don't blame you for going dark or the people you killed, Willow. You weren't yourself and so many things played a part in this. The moon didn't help either. The Trench makes it easier for us to fall into that sort of darkness. It's why corruption is so common.
I don't blame you for what you did to me or how you left me out to be corrupted. It was the same influence pushing you to kill others. I know that you wouldn't do it because you genuinely hated me or wanted to hurt me. So, don't beat yourself up about that.
I forgive Faith and I forgive you.
[BUT]
You hid all this from me. I offered to help you several times and you said no. Instead, you went to some necromancer and asked him instead.
I know you were desperate, that's fine. I've done things in desperation too.
It's that you kept secrets from me again. You didn't trust me with the information.
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Date: 2022-08-16 06:35 am (UTC)Yeah, I've heard about some of the fallout.
[The apology was appreciated but slightly irritated her. She had told Faith that she wasn't herself during those events, affected by a number of things. That held true for Willow as well and she genuinely believed that. Being dark, killing people, that she could let slide, at least for the circumstances of this world. Willow was affected by magic, the moon and a necromancer.]
I don't blame you for going dark or the people you killed, Willow. You weren't yourself and so many things played a part in this. The moon didn't help either. The Trench makes it easier for us to fall into that sort of darkness. It's why corruption is so common.
I don't blame you for what you did to me or how you left me out to be corrupted. It was the same influence pushing you to kill others. I know that you wouldn't do it because you genuinely hated me or wanted to hurt me. So, don't beat yourself up about that.
I forgive Faith and I forgive you.
[BUT]
You hid all this from me. I offered to help you several times and you said no. Instead, you went to some necromancer and asked him instead.
I know you were desperate, that's fine. I've done things in desperation too.
It's that you kept secrets from me again. You didn't trust me with the information.