[She's actually trying to make Tara feels better and it's that fact alone that does help a little. Maybe it was because of all the stuff Faith had done. She wasn't perfect, which sometimes Tara felt like Willow was (even knowing she wasn't). There was no comparison here, there was no high standard to live up to.
Faith was Faith and she really was a good person deep down.]
I know she wouldn't. That kinda makes things worse in a way.
[And she knew Faith would understand this much.]
Willow, even with all the things she's done, she's still kind of on a pedestal. She's got all this potential and power and people look up to her for it. I know I'm not compared to her, but sometimes I feel like I'm comparing myself to her. Any mistake I make, it's a lot bigger than how other people see it.
[She looked up at Faith, hoping to see that sort of understanding.]
It makes me feel really lonely sometimes, except when we're hanging out. That's....that's why I need to stay with you. Maybe I can forgive myself for this out of the house and out of this room.
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Date: 2022-03-31 07:58 pm (UTC)Faith was Faith and she really was a good person deep down.]
I know she wouldn't. That kinda makes things worse in a way.
[And she knew Faith would understand this much.]
Willow, even with all the things she's done, she's still kind of on a pedestal. She's got all this potential and power and people look up to her for it. I know I'm not compared to her, but sometimes I feel like I'm comparing myself to her. Any mistake I make, it's a lot bigger than how other people see it.
[She looked up at Faith, hoping to see that sort of understanding.]
It makes me feel really lonely sometimes, except when we're hanging out. That's....that's why I need to stay with you. Maybe I can forgive myself for this out of the house and out of this room.