[Willow sighs. She can't pretend she doesn't understand why Tara is hurt by the secrets she kept, and she isn't about to hide that she regrets that it all ever happened to begin with.]
I didn't feel like I could tell anyone. The only reason why I told that necromancer guy was because I needed help and I knew I couldn't do it on my own.
[She gives a small shrug. It's hard to find the words to explain it properly, and she's not even sure it makes sense in her own head, but perhaps it's still worth the effort to try.]
I don't know. I had to get someone to help, and I guess I picked him because... I figured he's probably seen enough awful things that he would get it, and if he didn't, maybe it didn't matter as much as it would if it was someone I loved.
[There's a brief pause, and she gives a small shrug.]
I know, that probably sounded stupid. It was what I thought at the time, though. That, and, if I told you something horrible happened, but I already fixed it, maybe it wouldn't be so bad.
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I didn't feel like I could tell anyone. The only reason why I told that necromancer guy was because I needed help and I knew I couldn't do it on my own.
[She gives a small shrug. It's hard to find the words to explain it properly, and she's not even sure it makes sense in her own head, but perhaps it's still worth the effort to try.]
I don't know. I had to get someone to help, and I guess I picked him because... I figured he's probably seen enough awful things that he would get it, and if he didn't, maybe it didn't matter as much as it would if it was someone I loved.
[There's a brief pause, and she gives a small shrug.]
I know, that probably sounded stupid. It was what I thought at the time, though. That, and, if I told you something horrible happened, but I already fixed it, maybe it wouldn't be so bad.